Monthly Archives: August 2008

my12 hour sleep

At last got my 12hour sleep… last few days mmg giler tdo lewat jer memanjang…. lots of thing 2 do… 2 moorow got test(AI) Ip test was cancel yesterday…QMT ??? blur habis(X fhm waaa…….)sakng in lib to study n at d same time take time to post my blog(he3).

penat giler la. 2 nite have 2 stay up study (AI) thougt want 2 follow echa (firework putra jaya). tp don’t think so la bayak bender nak buat.

My ptptn agreement done. know wht happen tht day (fasting tht day) n my number 392. got 2 wait thre till 7.30pm to be call. and break my fasting axcetly  in front of the table(7.30). so tired tht day…..balik dlm pukul 8 lebih. imagine from morning till 8 (siap attend class lagi nak unggu no giliran) sound ridiculous… counter slow giler ari 2.


my public speaking

2 day doing my public speaking…. very nervous(. i speak about “Green tea”…. doing my speech on 5 something in BK14. Still got to do slots of study in public speaking… it’s is not the best.Got 2 work more… go2 ct.

i’m the last speaker for 2today, first speaker is sufi(mars planet),2nd  firdaus(how to choose a house),3rd yana (heart breaking syndrome), 4th sheila (feng sui),5th adilah (olimpic game),6th su (blog),7th kimah (Adult abuse), and i’m the last person who speak for today…. today i think i’m doing well compared to previous presentation . LAst time it was suck, very bad. wish can redo it againt.

i feel so free after finish my speech, fell like no more burden in my shoulder. but you know what was going on before the presentation? the night before presentation, i went to library to find some material(stay from 5.30pm till 9pm) after finish all the research and make a few reading in that topic, after that try to do the text for the presentation but it just the introduction,sleep at 12.30am. thought want 2 wake up on 2am but poor;y i can’t make it. woke up  for subuh prayer after that don’t sleep to finish the text. luckily can finish it before 9.30(Thanks god). and may be luck in my side ip class was cancel  at 8.30 if not i’m dying.

after system class went back to hostel, take some lunch and went back to the room…. have a chat with narma and echa… after that make a bit of preparation for the presentation. attend AI class then after that it is the time waiting for (presentation).

thanks to allah… i haven’t done a well preparation but the presentation was not as bad as before. without help from him, i;m sure i can’t finish it…..

lIfe aND lUv

This story tells us something about LOVE & LIFE.

My husband is S/W Engineer by profession, I love him for his steady nature and I love the warm feeling when I lean against his broad shoulders.

Two years of courtship and now, five years into marriage, I would have to admit, that I am getting tired of it. The reasons of me loving him before, has now transformed into the cause of all my restlessness.

I am a sentimental woman and extremely sensitive when it comes to a relationship and my feelings. I yearn for the romantic moments, like a little girl yearning for candy. My husband is my complete opposite; his lack of sensitivity, and the inability of bringing romantic moments into our marriage has disheartened me about LOVE.

One day, I finally decided to tell him my decision, that I wanted a divorce.

“Why?” he asked, shocked.

“I am tired. There are no reasons for everything in the world!” I answered.

He kept silent the whole night, seemingly in deep thought. My feeling of disappointment only increased. Here was a man who was not able to even express his predicament, so what else could I expect from him?

And finally he asked me: “What can I do to change your mind?”

Somebody said it right… It’s hard to change a person’s personality, and I guess, I have started losing faith in him.

Looking deep into his eyes I slowly answered: “Here is the question. If you can answer and convince my heart, I will change my mind.

Let’s say, I want a flower located on the face of a mountain cliff, and we both are sure that picking the flower will cause your death. Will you do it for me?”

He said: “I will give you your answer tomorrow….” My hopes just sank by listening to his response.

I woke up the next morning to find him gone, and saw a piece of paper with his scratchy handwriting underneath a milk glass, on the dining table near the front door, that goes….

My dear, “I would not pick that flower for you, but….please allow me to explain the reasons further…..

This first line was already breaking my heart. I continued reading.

“When you use the computer you always mess up the Software programs, and you cry in front of the screen. I have to save my fingers so that I can help to restore the programs.

You always leave the house keys behind, thus I have to save my legs to rush home to open the door for you.

You love traveling but always lose your way in a new city. I have to save my eyes to show you the way.

You always have the cramps whenever your “good friend” approaches every month. I have to save my palms so that I can calm the cramps in your tummy.
You like to stay indoors, and I worry that you will be infected by infantile autism. I have to save my mouth to tell you jokes and stories to cure your boredom.

You always stare at the computer, and that will do nothing good for your eyes. I have to save my eyes so that when we grow old, I can help to clip your nails and help to remove those annoying white hairs. So I can also hold your hand while strolling down the beach, as you enjoy the sunshine and the beautiful sand…and tell you the colour of flowers, just like the colour of the glow on your young face…

Thus, my dear, unless I am sure that there is someone who loves you more than I do… I could not pick that flower yet, and die … ”

My tears fell on the letter, and blurred the ink of his handwriting. .. and as I continue on reading… “Now, that you have finished reading my answer, and if you are satisfied, please open the front door for I am standing outside bringing your favorite bread and fresh milk…

I rushed to pull open the door, and saw his anxious face, clutching tightly with his hands, the milk bottle and loaf of bread….Now I am very sure that no one will ever love me as much as he does, and I have decided to leave the flower alone…

That’s LIFE, and LOVE. When one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fades away, and one tends to ignore the true love that lies in between the peace and dullness.

Love shows up in all forms; even in very small and cheeky forms. It has never been a model. It could be the dullest and most boring form …

Flowers, and romantic moments are only used and appear on the surface of the relationship. Under all this, the pillar of true love stands… AND THAT’S LIFE

My Subject 4 this sem

1. Fundamental of intelligent system
2. Database management System
3. Fundamental of information system
4. Operational research
5. Presentation Skill
6. Japanese language
7. Internet Programming 1
8. Ethic Relation

23 credit hour

My personal color profile

These colors have all the elements of energy, friendliness and ease. They create a warm and cozy environment. The person who chooses this palette is generous and wants their home to be welcoming and friendly. Comfortable and casual furnishing reflect their desire to entertain and spend more time at home with their family and friends.